Over the past 11 months I have been filed with so many conflicting emotions. Because I had no idea how to start weeding through them it has kept me from writing. I try my best not to act based on any negative emotions because I know my words can't be taken back once they are out. Speaking and writing words are forever, they can be forgiven but never forgotten. Almost 2 weeks ago, I was having a conversation with one of my cousins about why I was no longer writing. I explained how I don't want to write from anger. He asked me why not. I tried to explain to the best of my ability and he did what any person does out of love, he called bs. He told me that my words don't have to be angry just because I am but that they need only be truthful. He knows how much I love the truth so here it goes. November 18, 2021 was a huge blessing masquerading as the lowest moment of my life. It's funny how that happens. Because there is pain that remains, ...
Keep It Sybil is the life and times of a 40 something young, mother, hip hop lover and so many other descriptions I may love and hate simultaneously, at times.