Keep It Sybil

So,  hindsight is 20/20.  It really is easy to see things clearly when you are on the other side.   The reality is,  in the moment,  the signs are there, it's just so difficult to read them with your heart.  Once you are on the other side,  your heart is no longer trying to read so it becomes more clear.   2020 has shown me this very clearly.  I was a bit down when the year came in because I had a tradition that was crapped on by someone else.  It was so easy for them to stomp on it that my eyes opened a little and my heart closed a little.  Lesson taken; time to go forward.  In came February and my spirit perked up because I enjoy getting older.  I was turning 45 and I couldn't wait.  I was hired in a position I enjoyed with a company that was terrific and my co-workers were nice people.  Now, my plan can take form. Rebuilding me! I started taking care of some debt.  I hadn't had bad credit even 5...